It has been a while since this entry, I hope you will still find my reply? These weird feelings I have are mainly related to some conversations I have had with him in my dreams, the strong emotions I experince when playing his music with the piano and the fact that lately all his comments I have seen in papers. etc are somehow coinciding with my own thoughts of the time. And sometimes it is just the gripping, all-consuming feeling...
I have always considered myself as a reasonable, logical thinker type of a person, so I have thought about these feelings of mine and others quite a bit, trying to find some explanations. I guess one reason why so many people relate to him is his rare, brave way of putting some of his innermost feeling out in the open, exposing himself. No matter what he says himself, in my opinion many of his feelings are still very innocent and pure in a way. We all, or most of us, have at least remains of those basic human feelings left too, and probaly have not found any other person to share them with or have not even realised they are there...
That cannot of course explain everything and your signal transmission theory sounds plausible to me. I believe that these are kind of things we will never totally understand, and I kind of like to keep it that way. Sometimes, when I feel my head is exploding, I wish I did not have these feeling and thoughts to carry with me, but it still beats the crap out of living in this world your eyes closed to all its questions, secrets and mysteries.
And I actually do not mind communicating with for example you through this very specific Tuomas-antenna.:)
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Date: 28 Nov 2006 00:25 (UTC)It has been a while since this entry, I hope you will still find my reply? These weird feelings I have are mainly related to some conversations I have had with him in my dreams, the strong emotions I experince when playing his music with the piano and the fact that lately all his comments I have seen in papers. etc are somehow coinciding with my own thoughts of the time. And sometimes it is just the gripping, all-consuming feeling...
I have always considered myself as a reasonable, logical thinker type of a person, so I have thought about these feelings of mine and others quite a bit, trying to find some explanations. I guess one reason why so many people relate to him is his rare, brave way of putting some of his innermost feeling out in the open, exposing himself. No matter what he says himself, in my opinion many of his feelings are still very innocent and pure in a way. We all, or most of us, have at least remains of those basic human feelings left too, and probaly have not found any other person to share them with or have not even realised they are there...
That cannot of course explain everything and your signal transmission theory sounds plausible to me. I believe that these are kind of things we will never totally understand, and I kind of like to keep it that way. Sometimes, when I feel my head is exploding, I wish I did not have these feeling and thoughts to carry with me, but it still beats the crap out of living in this world your eyes closed to all its questions, secrets and mysteries.
And I actually do not mind communicating with for example you through this very specific Tuomas-antenna.:)
Maarit