Somehow here is gone

Meh. I should go to sleep.
I can't miss another day at work. Plus, we're going to visit some second-hand shops.

*sigh*

What the hell is wrong with this period of time?
Everyone is breaking up at the same time...
I still can't believe it of those two. It just doesn't feel real.

And now I'm feeling it all in myself. No wonder I want to get away or hide inside myself.
But I know I can't do that. I must be strong if they can be strong too.
I so much wish I could do something to help. Anything.

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you, darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you, darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

And I don't need the fallout of all the past
That's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone...

Dunno. Somehow I thought it fits the atmosphere.