darnaguen: (Default)
(I'm at Tommi's computer because mine is a piece of crap and I'm not used to his keyboard, so apologies in advance for any typos.)

Guys, I have a dilemma.
A similar one than you had a while back, [livejournal.com profile] suomigoth , as in someone from my past just added me on Facebook and I'm unsure about what I should do.
You see, the thing is a bit complicated. Some of you probably know who I'm talking about, but... a couple of years ago there was this guy. Not a boyfriend or anything, but for a little while we were fierce close, like a brother and sister perhaps. But the thing is, he also was a manipulative bastard with sociopathic tendencies and he managed to fuck a lot of things up, turn people against each other and such. Eventually he went away somewhere, don't know where because at that point he was already at the top of my shit list (I don't care who you are, you simply just DON'T mess with my friends) but now he seems to be back and wanting to reconnect with people.
I mean... I'm wary, hella wary. But also kind of curious because of course he managed to find just the right words to invoke my interest. But why should I want to hear his tale of woe from these past couple of years? Whatever he's been through, I'm pretty sure he brought it upon himself.
But on the other hand it would be interesting to see if he's changed at all, or will he be back to his old wiles if you give him the smallest of chances. I mean, I see right through his crap so he can't manipulate me, and I'm not afraid of him anyway because I know for a fact that I am stronger than him, but... the bond between us was really strong, and probably still exists on some level, so that's a little unsettling. So what to do, what to do?

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Ah, yeah, anyways... So, I've been living with Tommi for nearly three weeks now, and yes, that's what I've been alluding to in my previous posts. Yeah, it happened a bit fast considering we've only been dating less than a year, but it was pretty much out of necessity. You see, [livejournal.com profile] jupedog , the flatmate of my sister/flatmate [livejournal.com profile] casanovasi 's boyfriend [livejournal.com profile] partaveikko decided to move to Mikkeli with his girlfriend, so [livejournal.com profile] partaveikko needed a new residence within a month's notice, and since he'd been already practically living at our place for a couple of months... Yeah, I needed a new flat ASAP, and because at this time of the year it's basically impossible to find a single-room apartment, I needed a flatmate. Therefore, the boy moved to Turku with me.
I don't really mind, our new flat is really nice, with sauna and central heating and all, and I really don't miss the noise of the city (welcome back, rustling of wind in the treetops and sounds of aeroplanes swooping overhead - if only those goddamn fighter jets would GTFO from doing those practice flights in the middle of the night >_<) and all the nuisance musty old house brought with it.
Also living together has so far been surprisingly effortless, but I should probably knock on wood because domestic bickering is inevitable at some point (thank god we have similar tastes in furniture etc. :p), and I do admit it's been a bit tough to get used to lack of personal territory and complete control over my finances (basically he pays the rent, I get the groceries and other domestic stuff). It also annoys me to no end that legally we're more or less considered married now, and his income affects my allowances etc. Stupid outdated laws.
(But I have to say, every time I see the names "DAHLSTRÖM MÄKINEN" in our front door I have to grin to myself a little. Fate works in mysterious ways sometimes.)

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Tonight was the final gig of Nightwish's Dark Passion Play tour. I had a ticket, but I had to sell it at the last minute due to being broke ATM. But somehow I don't even feel bad about it. So much has changed during these past couple of years it would probably have been mostly a bittersweet experience. Heh, I was just listening to David Guetta & Akon's Sexy Bitch (I blame Alexander Skarsgård, or at the very least this video, it's freaking addictive!) and was vividly reminded of mine and Vera's misadventures in the Helsinki night with Aine and James two years ago. Dancing at the posh penthouse nightclub with (Finnish, don't get too excited) celebrities all around, oh my. xD It would have been funny to see if something like that would have happened again.
But yeah... When it comes down to it, it's probably best I didn't go. If I'm completely honest with myself, I would pretty much have gone only to see Tanja, Patricia, Ricarda and everyone. And maybe Apocalyptica. It's really sad in a way because the band used to mean so much to me. The irony is palpable. Ah well...

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I also have some thoughts on True Blood considering the final three episodes and the series in general, but I'll probably post them in a separate entry as I really should be sleeping already. Last night I stayed up all night and then slept half the day, oops. Tommi being out of town is clearly not good for my sleeping pattern. :p

So, goodnight kittens, and also sorry for being such a lousy (LJ) friend lately, been busy with the flat and all. :/

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So. A new layout. And some new people on my friends list. Hello! *waves* And welcome. :)

Since I haven't updated in more than a month I have so much to write about that it's probably best to divide it to several posts, otherwise it'd be the longest and most confusing post ever.

Anyways... [profile] shadow_wolfess  was here for the weekend, as she attended Ruisrock (for those who don't know, Ruisrock is the second oldest rock festival in Europe and one of the oldest in the world having been held in my hometown every year since 1970) and was in need of a place to crash. 
It seems that with a press pass and a right amount of luck you can have some amazing experiences, judging by the things she told me about Friday night. Though without some balls and initiative I suppose you don't get very far, even if you have the luck of the Irish. :p
Anyway, as her Russian journalist friends left on Saturday already, I could have the press and backstage passes from one of them for Sunday. It was an interesting experience, although not as glamorous as some people might imagine.

I mean, I did love watching Gogol Bordello perform from the stage (with Lauri Porra and Timo Kotipelto from Stratovarius standing right next to me :D) for example, but all those musicians buzzing around the backstage are just people, having lunch and going to the loo just like anyone else. Talented/eccentric/charismatic people maybe, but people nevertheless. (Okay, maybe I would have been a bit more starstruck had I been there on Friday to see... not Corey Taylor or anyone from Slipknot or Disturbed, but Jaska Raatikainen from Children of Bodom. That guy just has this weird thing about him that makes me go all gooey anytime I even see a picture of him. Strange.) I don't know if I would have reacted differently to the Faith No More members, but guess I'll never know because they wanted everyone "extra" out of their backstage, including us who only had Slipknot stage passes. Ah well.

(Side note: If you ever get a chance to catch Gogol Bordello live, don't miss it! They're phenomenal live, a mere CD doesn't do justice to their music, they're a lot like Flogging Molly in that sense. And even though you perhaps couldn't guess it judging by his looks Eugene Hütz is one hella charismatic frontman, and all that frantic bouncing around the stage has given him an incredibly ripped, yet wiry torso. Yowza. Also the new longer hairstyle becomes him. But anyway, like Flogging Molly, they also seem to genuinely enjoy performing, which is lovely to see. :) So, go!)

But it's so funny, in that ironic way, that now that I have given up my aspirations to become a music journalist and don't really follow what's going on in the scene anymore, I'm offered a chance to become one. Just as an unpaid amateur - at first anyway - but still. I did make a tentative promise to Tanja to do some translation work and maybe some gig reports for them, but I don't know if I could handle being a full-fledged journalist, I'd certainly have to work on my self-confidence and social anxiety. *chuckle*

But we'll see... Now I'll leave you with this:


(Not recorded by us, we were already waiting for the boat at that point.)

darnaguen: (lotr)
Home again after another weekend-long adventure in Helsinki.
Feels good to be back home, clean clothes and proper showers are always a plus, but on the other hand I somehow once again miss the feeling of community. It was nice hanging out with Santtu and Ville and Karri & co. again, and sleeping alone in your own bed feels rather weird after spending two nights snuggled contently in between your sister and a pretty male of the species. ;p

In whole, the weekend was a pretty mixed bag.
On Friday was the "Company Xmas Party", something of a collective Christmas party of the Finnish larp elite, and somehow me and Ella and Janina ended up going there as the Näätälä Brothers (näätä = weasel in Finnish ;)), the Company IT Department. Surprisingly, I made a rather fetching bad boy rocker, the eldest brother Ville Näätälä. *grin*
But well, because I am me and there was a whole bunch of people I don't know who mostly ignored us weirdos from Turku ("Excuse me, sir, your bloody dreadlocks are on my shoulder. Care to move them, or at least acknowledge that I'm sitting right here?" *chuckle*), I ended up having anxiety attacks and also being in rather foul mood. Good thing Ville and Santtu offered us a place to stay and we could GTFO the party before I murdered someone. ;p I also got introduced to Kaisla, the local equivalent of our Cosmic Comic Café (as in, a watering hole where the larp crowd likes to hang out). Nice place. :)

The next day we started by eating well (a grilled steak with garlic potatoes for breakfast FTW) with the whole ensemble (me, Ella, Aarne, Karri, Santtu, the Saranpää brothers and Ville's roommate Miksa) and dissing various Finnish towns after which me and sis went on our way to Tavastia after joining forces with Veera and Samuli at Kamppi. We donned our black metal elf hats and climbed up to the balcony to get the best possible view. The gig started appropriately enough with Christmas Time In Hell as the intro tape, after which Jarkko Ahola opened the night of amazing singing, excellent musicianship and metal brotherhood in the spirit of Christmas. Even Ari was pretty good. \,,/ But to us the most anticipated ones were of course Mssrs. Hietala and Leppäluoto, both of whom naturally delivered the goods.
I was mildly miffed that Ilja sang Tonttu instead of JP, but at least I heard him sing Joululaulu. <3 It was also fun to witness JP on fire with more up-tempo pieces like Petteri Punakuono and Nisse-polkka. The boy was clearly enjoying every minute. :) Jarkko also "stole" Ave Maria from Marco, but he's forgiven because his version was amazing.

We still had the Graveyard Party to attend, so we left pretty much right away (but not before we gifted Ilja with one of our black metal elf hats, which allegedly ended up on top of one of the decorative Christmas trees on the stage :D), stopping briefly at Kaisla again on our way to Gloria.
Once we got there we immediately ran into Turmion Kätilöt at the door, and then discovered Tommi's long-lost twin brother fronting Vanity Beach. Seriously, that guy bore a striking resemblance, he even had same gestures. :D Though he was just a bit more emo and gay. :p
Anyway, Ella had a terrible flu and didn't have much energy for dancing and crowds so she and I retreated up to the balcony at some point, which turned out to be a good idea (though the Christmas trees hanging upside down from the ceiling blocked the view a bit) as we had space to dance and could sit down and just chill whenever we felt like it. Plus, sorry to say but a certain couple was starting to get rather insufferable in their self-absorbed arrogance. Unpleasant echoes from a couple of years ago.*sigh* Cut the crap and drop the act, please. You're only fooling yourselves.
However, Black Light Discipline was a cool new musical discovery. A group basically born of the unholy union of Turmion Kätilöt and Proteus. \,,/ TK was of course as great as ever and made me almost dance myself unconscious. Luckily the sound mixer dude in the next lodge offered us some Red Bull. The balcony (and upstairs in general) was also favored by the performers, staff etc. and at some point I glanced in their direction and was pretty sure I saw a rather familiar face. Should have guessed he might appear to check out his friends on stage. But never mind him, we kept dancing and minding our own business. :p

After that we were rather spent, Ella especially, and once again walked to Hakaniemi for the night (of which I am ever grateful). Sunday was pretty much a "hangover day". Ella kept nodding off and acting like a cranky four-year-old and I wasn't feeling much better, so after some comatose hanging around in Kamppi and Molly Malone's we took a train back to dear old Turku. Home sweet home...
darnaguen: (morrigan)
Okay, first things first:

100 Things To Do )

Anyway... Ouch.
I've been having an annoying flu for the last week or so, and the weekend really didn't help.
I probably strained myself too much by dancing etc. and my shoulders and neck are still a sore mash thanks to a certain Airaksinen's massaging methods. :p But well, I had a good time and I'm glad Ville (Janina's Ville, not Knaapi this time) was happy with his Birthday party. :)
I do worry a bit about some people, but I suppose I just have to remind myself that they're grown-up and capable of taking responsibility of their own actions. :/ I just hope any unnecessary drama will be avoided.

Me and The Fox have settled for a some kind of odd affectionate alliance, which is good. Future will bring enough unavoidable commitments anyway. *sigh* I still don't like it, but as I've said before, it won't go away if you close your eyes and pretend it doesn't exist.

Next weekend to Helsinki, then. I'm still unsure about the Christmas party on Friday, but I just bought tickets for me and Ella for the Raskasta Joulua gig at Tavastia on Saturday. It's the open-for-all-ages one starting at 6 PM, but it leaves us a possibility to attend the Graveyard Party at Gloria after it. We'll see...
darnaguen: (monkey island)
Ugh. My feet hurt and I'm bloody exhausted.

But I guess that's what you get for jumping and dancing like crazy for some three hours in a row and then going to work where you spend five hours in a row on your feet. And only sleeping like 2,5 hours in between.

Jumping and dancing was due to a Flogging Molly gig at Tavastia last night, and boy, let no one ever say the Irish can't throw a hella good party. If after a gig you're covered in sweat, Guinness and cranberry lonkero, your feet are sore and you have an ecstatic grin on your face, it's never a bad sign. :D
There is no doubt whatsoever that the Mollies live up to their reputation as an excellent live band. I don't think I've ever seen a Finnish audience go crazy like that, and in a good way. Dave King (the lead-man) said as much, something along the lines that he didn't think there can be a people as crazy as the Irish until he was introduced to the Finnish audiences. :D
It's that spiritual kinship again I guess, as the Irish are in a way like our rowdier, more lively cousins. Good thing, then, that they obviously like to play here. Because when Flogging Molly's in the house, the Finns momentarily lose their sullen cool and become a bit more lively and rowdy too, in the best way possible.

I wish we'd had time to grab a drink or two in Molly Malone's because I'm sure the atmosphere would have been amazing and perhaps even some of the band members would have showed up (although there was no lack of seeing them at Tavastia either, the guys casually walked around mingling with the crowd after the gig) as they have another Tavastia show tonight. But well, there are night buses to catch and work to do. *sigh*

Pseudo-philosophical and possibly somewhat incoherent ponderings on ethics, history etc. )

But guess I should end my incoherent ramblings now and go get some sleep. G'night, kittens.
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Greetings from the Emerald Isle (and it's not a myth, everything really is a lot more green over here) and the City of the Hurdled Ford.
I have a couple of moments to give you an update, so here it comes.

Flights went pretty well. The night we flew from Tampere to London was clear and bright, so we could see the stars and all the lights below us. Seeing the coast of England appear as a sea of tiny little yellow lights from the darkness was an awesome sight.
Didn't get much sleep at the Stansted airport, as I was stupid enough to not remeber to pack a blanket and an extra pillow. Next time I'll be wiser. But hey, I've been to England now.
The morning flight to Dublin started gorgeously. We took to the clouds just as the sun was rising. It was like flying in golden cotton candy. But as we arrived to Ireland, it became so cloudy and foggy that we only saw the airport like a minute before we landed. A pity, but I guess it's also somehow characteristic. The foggy dew and all, you know.

Our first observations about how things are over here were pretty much:

-everything is so green. Like, REALLY green. And people have palm trees on their courtyards. Palm trees. Seriously.
-the traffic is insane. And I don't mean just the fact it's left-sided. It could be described with words "comfortable chaos".
-the general atmosphere is somehow really laid-back and easygoing, which is lovely.
-it's so warm here.

Also, the random encounter thing is not a myth either. Like this guard/guide at the Trinity College Long Room (one of the most awesome libraries ever, it's gorgeous) who started chatting with us about the order of the books of the library and the local ghosts and how he used to play in a band when he was young. He even showed us pictures of himself from the '70s, and he looked just like Mr. Holopainen, hair and hat and all. :D
We saw him again today when we went souvenir shopping to the Trinity, and he came to say hi and gave some advise about museums and told me I should really watch Michael Collins. I'll have to see if I can find it, I already bought The Wind that Shakes the Barley from HMV.

Oh, and the gig. It rocked. I mean, had it been in Finland, it would have felt like routine to me in a way. But here in Dublin, the band playing with Troy Donockley and there being like seven of us Finns in the front row rocking out it was pretty magical. Tuomas was clearly quite amused and kept grinning at us (Sari said he clearly recognized me. Argh. *hides under the table*) and even jumped down from the stage at the end of the show to thank us all, for being crazy and Finnish I suppose. :p
After the gig we went to the Brazen Head, where we had already hanged out on the previous night. It was so much fun. Note: if you ever go to Dublin and want a good traditional pub, Brazen Head is the place for you. It's not in a very central location, but worth the walk.
But Guinness.. It tastes exactly what it looks like: swamp water. *makes a face*

Tomorrow we have to wake up early to go and see Tara. We would have gone to Newgrange too, but the tours were all booked full. *pouts* And on Sunday we'll hopefully have some time to visit the Kilmainham Gaol. I've already seen all the other essential places concerning the Easter Rising (adnd even one of the original copies of the Proclamation of Independence).

But I think I got to go now, see ye when I get back. Sláinte!
darnaguen: (monkey island)
Another adventure in moonlit Helsinki night behind, then.
And this time, fortunately, I wasn't left with that much to regret.

FME was rather lame this year for some reason. Not nearly enough familiar faces or stuff to do, so I quite understand why Ella was less than impressed and wanted to leave early before even seeing Turisas.
But well, at least we got to chat a bit with The Other Wild-haired Guy Named Tuomas In Finnish Metal Scene Who Plays A White Slanted KORG (AKA Tuomas Planman of the Norther fame, he seemed like a really nice guy :)), meet Rici albeit briefly (that girl is really spoiling me, I owe her at least three drinks by now) and witness Mr. Guitar Hero himself, Alexi Laiho, wander around looking somehow adorably baffled and drunk. I don't think very many even recognized him, as he wasn't wearing any makeup and his hair is dark now.

But anyway, we left after the Finnish Metal Awards (Nightwish won two of the cathegories they were "nominated" in, Mokoma swept the rest) to go to the downtown drinking with Petri, Santtu and Ville. Missing Turisas was a bit of a drag, but it was forgotten as soon as we got to our destination: Molly Malone's. According to my knowledge, the most genuine Irish pub outside of Ireland (alongside O'Connell's in Tampere, perhaps). And boy, it didn't disappoint. *big grin*
There are many reasons why I wouldn't like to live in Helsinki (too big, too crowded, people are generally rude etc.), but she has her advantages. Places like Molly's, for example.
It's cozy, warmly lit, comfortably crammed yet roomy and atmospheric. There was a great live band upstairs playing great cover songs from the likes of U2, RHCP and Coldplay and people dancing and singing along and generally having a blast. And as the place is not-too-surprisingly the favourite haunt of the British/Irish folks living in Helsinki, you would hear someone speaking Cockney or Irish-accented English as often as Finnish.

And dude, the Irish bartender, James. Hot damn. *another big grin*
I mean, I guess he wasn't anything remarkable for an Irishman, more like a walking stereotype (curly black hair, green eyes, those somehow leprechaun-ish features that reminded me of Doyle from Angel, cheeky grin...), but somehow he was just the kind of breath of fresh air I needed, demonstrating the famous Irish charm by bold, cheeky flirt that felt only completely natural and even contagious, never too serious. I overheard him telling some lady who wondered what the heck was he doing in Finland that he was here to do what Finnish men can't. Damn straight, darling. :D I think I'm going to love Dublin. *giggles*

So yeah, I could have happily stayed there for another week or so (and I'll surely return the next time I'm in Helsinki), but eventually people got sleepy (it was pretty warm upstairs), so we headed to Ville's place for the night. And today (well, on Saturday) we went to Forum to have a lunch and then to Wayne's for coffee after which the couple (Santtu and Ville, that is, Petri had gone home earlier) went their own way and me and Ella took a train back to Turku (side note: I hate Pendolino trains. I really do. And I'm not going to pay 30€ for the most uncomfortable two-hour ride imaginable ever again if I can only help it.).

I'm now even more psyched about that Dublin trip, but the problem seems to be: how to get there. We could have gotten flight tickets to Dublin and back for approx. 90€, but of course the only method of paying AerLingus seems to accept is a frelling credit card. They don't give bloody credit cards to unemployed students, dammit. Well, the bid has apparently expired by now anyway. *sigh*
And even the Ryanair prices are pretty much in clouds at the moment. Ah well, maybe they'll have another price cut after the winter holidays. *crosses fingers*
darnaguen: (f/e)
From the darling [profile] jupedog:

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next three sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.


"Hänen ajatuksensa olivat suuntautuneet sisäänpäin, yrittivät ratkaista Trieliltä keskustelun kuluessa saamiaan hienovaraisia viestejä. Suunnitelma Mithrilsalin valloittamiseksi vaikutti varsin lupaavalta. Jarlaxle oli ollut kääpiölinnoituksen lähettyvillä ja tutustunut sen puolustukseen. Vaikka puolustus olikin ihailtavan luja, ei se kestäisi drow-armeijaa vastaan."

-R. A. Salvatore: Tähdetön yö (Starless Night)

Damn, why did it have to be the only FR book I've been reading in Finnish lately?
Ah well, just for the heck of it, the same from the second nearest book:

"Though Pippin had regretfully to destroy his hopeful tale, he could not be rid of his new rank, only fitting, men thought, to one befriended by Boromir and honoured by the Lord Denethor; and they thanked him for coming among them, and hung on his words and stories of the outlands, and gave him as much food and ale as he could wish. Indeed his only trouble was to be 'wary' according to the counsel of Gandalf, and not to let his tongue wag freely after the manner of a hobbit among friends.
At length Beregond rose. 'Farewell for this time!' he said."

-J.R.R. Tolkien: The Lord of the Rings - The Return of the King

I admit I had to bend the rules a little, though, because my copy is one of them illustrated ones by Alan Lee and the page 23 was actually an illustration of the city of Minas Tirith. So I used page 22. :p

Aaanyways... I had a pretty good time today.
Even though I'm once again in a totally weird sleeping pattern and spent the whole day sleeping yesterday and took only a little nap today after staying up all night, I actually managed to be one of the first ones in the history class for once. But well, it was the last class in this course and I didn't want to miss it. Wasn't exactly the most exciting class, though, because it was mostly about industrialism and the birth of modern political ideologies in the 19th century. But well, guess I have to learn about that stuff as well.
After school I went to buy myself the history textbook and also pick up the book I had ordered (the new The Legend of Drizzt edition of Salvatore's Sojourn with cover art by Todd Lockwood <3) while I was at it. Then I went to get Ella from work and we went to buy ourselves the tickets to a Kotiteollisuus gig on Saturday (yeah, the second time we see them live in two weeks :p) and grab some food.

After dining and hearing some sad news we met my mom briefly so she could give me some official documents and then proceeded to Cosmic Comic Café.
Thursday nights are Larp-kahvila nights so people from the Turku larp scene like Dare and Susanna and co. were about. Not a too big crowd, though, and I really enjoyed being all geeky and rambling about the X-Men with them. You don't get a chance to make good-natured fun of the soap-operatic shenanigans of the Summers clan or debate about whether Wolvie should have smelled it was Mystique entering his tent instead of Jean in X2 or not with like-minded people too often. I might have to make a habit of hanging out in Cosmic after school on Thursday nights, even though when people start talking about the city-larp campaign stuff, it all flies right over my head.
Another subject was for some reason (might have had something to do with Magneto) natural catastrophes, mainly the possibility of the über-volcano beneath the Yellowstone National Park erupting and promptly destroying a great deal of life on the North American continent (and probably also causing some nice little nuclear winters in Europe and Asia). I'll now take the risk of sounding like that git Pekka-Eric Auvinen and say that I probably wouldn't be too sorry if that happened. Of course I would want Steph and Chris and everyone to get away safely in time, but this world and mankind especially is in dire need of a bit of bitch-slapping, a reminder that we're not almighty, that not everything is in our control. This planet would also only benefit if there were a couple of billion people less.
So if you're asking me? Whoo yeah, bring on the Ragnarök/Harmageddon/what you have! \,,/

Gaah. I'm sure I had something else to write about, but of course I forgot what it was.
Ah well, better go and try to catch some Z's. G'night, kittens.

EDIT: I just noticed that both of my Pirates fics in FF.net have been nominated for an award. O_O
"Most Creative" for The Seven Names of Elizabeth Swann and "Best Jack POV" for In Her Eyes of Gold. Didn't win the first one, but it's only completely natural as I was up against the likes of [personal profile] bravenewcentury . I don't expect to win the other one either, but it sure felt good to be even nominated considering how brilliant writers this fandom has.
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Isn't it funny how sometimes there are people you meet and just immediately like, and feel like you've known them for ages? I think I have a new friend, and it makes me really happy.
But the thing is, that person is the most unexpected friend I'd ever thought I'd have.

But I guess I shouldn't be surprised. My life, after all, is apparently doomed to be full of strange occurences and "coincidences". *wry smile*

Hmh, to Tavastia tomorrow (Wednesday).
It will undoubtedly be interesting experience, for more than one reason. Not only because the band itself has changed, but also because my own view on them has changed. I no longer can be just a happy, carefree fangirl, which is quite sad. Sometimes ignorance indeed is bliss.
And this isn't to say that I have learned some horrible truth about them or something, no. It's just... the whole thing has become such an unavoidable part of my life that I can't get rid of it just like that even if I wanted to. A duty, even.

Ah well, I should probably go to sleep. Busy day tomorrow.
I have to do laundry, send some e-mails, run some errands like getting myself a new student card, go to school, panic about Wednesday (as I always panic about everything) and also try to find time to study the Forgotten Realms books I borrowed from Jupe and Aarne and for my forthcoming campaign. (Me GMing an RPG campaign, can you imagine? But apparently people want me to, so I guess it's worth a try.)
darnaguen: (storm)

Which X-Men character are you most like?

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Heh, figured as much... The second description doesn't fit as well as the first one, but yep, I'm Storm:
Calm and level-headed mother figure of sorts with weather-controlling powers and claustrophobia, and whose emotions taking over her can have terrible results.
And out of X-Men Evolution characters I'd be Rogue. No surprises there either.

Looks like I've got into the X-Men again (seems like I always have to have an active fandom *chuckle*).
For the first time in quite a long time I feel like going to Alfa Antikva to snoop around for some new (or old :p) superhero comics. Wanna join me someday, Ella darling? I can even buy you some Kurt stuff if you want. ;)

Oh, I also finally went to get my ticket to the Dark Passion Play release party at Tavastia today.
Can't wait to see Anette live, I really hope they will play Ever Dream. Should also meet a whole bunch of people, as some are coming there from as far as Ireland and Czech Republic.
I've actually thought a bit about trying to be able to attend NW's Dublin gig next spring. It would really be a dream come true. But only time will tell, I suppose...

Oh well, I'd better get the laundry from the laundry room and go to sleep, early wakeup tomorrow. *yawn*
darnaguen: (Default)
Strange day.

-Tony was hyperactive and cute and had as weird clothes and stage antics as ever.
-The weather gods have a seriously twisted sense of humor.
-I met an old friend, got a free drink, a new acquaintance and a head full of mixed thoughts.
-Apparently I'm doomed to never witness a Kotiteollisuus gig without the drunk cantor from Kitee. "Karjalasta kajahtaa" indeed.
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Meh. Looks like it's one of these days again.
I have tickets to Ruisrock for two days, but now that some unfair person moved Gogol Bordello (and added Turisas! Unfair, I tells ya!) to Sunday, I apparently already missed Finntroll and don't really have enough interest for Poisonblack after all, it looks like I'm only going to go check out Children of Bodom (and possibly Amorphis, depending on when I have to leave) today, and they won't start playing before 22.20.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Strangely enough it will be the first time I see Kotiteollisuus play live without Holopainen (unless he decides to surprise everyone and makes an appearance, which would be great because then they could play Satu Peikoista for Ella as a birthday present). But I'll have my beloved "guardian angel"/birthday girl/sister (in arms)/other half of our rockstar magnet duo with me, so all should be good. *knocks wood just in case*

It also sucks that I seem to have one of my unsocial-bordering-snarky phases, and of course half the world wants to hang out with me right now. Figures.

EDIT to add the official cryptic part:
"Why do I miss someone I've never met?"
You said it, boy... You said it. *shakes head incredulously*
Hope you at least have found her now, brother...
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WARNING: PotC rant ahead, feel free to skip.

Bloody hell, maybe getting into the PotC fandom was a wrong move because I've become such a shipper that I will probably scream bloody murder and throw waffles at the screen if Will and Elizabeth are going to have another of those sickening happily-ever-after goddamn Disney fairytale endings.
Okay, maybe not a shipper (although have no doubt, I'm a so-called Sparrabether through and through), more like an anti-W/E shipper. Those two are just so... wrong. And uninteresting. And mismatched. And wrong. I'd rather have her end up with James (no, really. Norrie is love <3). Or Gibbs. Or Barbossa. Or Jack the Monkey.
C'mon. He's a whelp. She's a bloody Pirate Queen.
*takes several deep breaths to calm down* Okay, here's to hoping the ending really will be surprising/unpredictable, bittersweet (and not in "Oh, I wub u forevah, Will, my beloved honey-pumpkin, but we can't be together because you're the Captain of the Flying Dutchman so we can only see each other once in 10 years so I'll stay here on some remote island playing a nice little faithful housewife raising our son, William III." way, because that just sucks) and kick-ass.
Ted, Terry, Jerry, Gore. I have faith in you. Please don't let me down.

Okay, rant over. Whew.

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That boy is haunting my dreams again. Or still. Why?
He made a cameo again last night. He wasn't really present in the dream but he was mentioned, which is quite weird as the dream was mostly about me and Ella and Valtsu touring with Finntroll for some weird reason. At some point, by the way, I ended up on the stage playing bass and Ella playing keyboards.
As I said, weird. (And no, Suvi, Vreth wasn't there. I only remember Routa and Skrymer and Wilska who was in the audience.)

Hmm, I think I remember something else about that dream as well. It had places I've seen in my dreams before. Like that little dell full of yellow irises (only without the irises this time) by a small lake that I once found in a dream where I was road-tripping through North Karelia with [livejournal.com profile] suomigoth. And that country road passing through some fields where I walked once with Tuomas, near the house with the garden where I had been sitting next to some berry bushes and talking with his mother.
My dreams are strange.

In addition to strange dreams, my life has been quite uneventful lately (I've been mostly sitting home playing Baldur's Gate II and Lionheart), save the previous couple of weekends.
On the Saturday the 14th (yeah, not exactly Friday the 13th) I went with Ella to see a Tarot gig to Old Texas. Although I'm quite a Tarot newbie, I admit, I enjoyed the gig (even though some brilliantly intelligent person decided to throw their beer on me). It also seems like mine and Ella's gig mojo returned as after the show some drunken fella in his thirties made it his holy quest to get us the guys' autographs. I feel quite sorry for the poor guys as the fella was rather persistent-bordering-irritating. No wonder Zachary was apparently feeling a bit grumpy.
But Marco. Dude, if Zac's rather temperamental, the little bro is the embodiment of good-natured Zen.
And if said embodiment of good-natured Zen comes to you with a goofy drunken smile, opens his arms and says: "Let's hug!", you don't argue. :D Marco rocks.

Another event was Åbo By Night last weekend. What a brilliant concept: a WoD larp where the vampires express themselves by... singing karaoke!
We were only extras, playing quickly made up mortal goth youths. I put my Karelian dialect in practice again by playing a folklore student from Joensuu. It was fun.
The members of the Brujah clan were naturally loud, fun-loving metal fans and at one point they performed Hevimies together. And I shall never forget how the Prince of Turku (a fancy-pants Toreador himself) got up to the stage and performed Tsingis-Khan. :D

Oh, and good news! If I'm lucky, I should have internet in my own flat within a week!
So maybe I'll see you around again sooner than you think. Now I'm off to home.
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One thing is for certain: Hevillä ei hävitä.
Not in Finland anyway.

So yes, Ari Koivunen, a lanky, long-haired heavy metal singer won the Finnish Idols.
Tonight he managed to make the judges tear up with a heart-wrenching version of Still Loving You by Scorpions, give me chills with Soundgarden's Black Hole Sun and perform a very decent cover of Sonata's FullMoon.
Anna wasn't really that bad either, I really liked that Portuguese song of hers, it felt very natural and smooth. But as Jone said, she's not Alicia Keys and definetely not Joan Jett.
Ari on the other hand, again quoting Mr. Jone Nikula, could any day replace even Bruce Dickinson vocals-wise at least. \,,/

[livejournal.com profile] routaneito dropped by to see the first gig of the Finnish tour of Finntroll.
Too bad Wednesday was apparently The Day of Misfortune and among other not-so-good things we managed to miss the first 20 minutes of the gig, which was pretty much half of the set.
'Twas a great gig though, even though Beast's drums broke soon after we arrived and they had to improvise while the roadies tried to fix the problem. Virta played some Säkkijärven polkka (which naturally made me and Ella show 'em how to polka) and then we heard a very interesting techno version of Trollhammaren. *grin*
Fortune among misfortune was that they played all my favourites only after we arrived, at least Svartberg, Det Iskalla Trollblod, Fiskarens Fiende, good ol' Försvinn Du Som Lyser (Hail Somnium! \,,/) and the brand new, absolutely amazing and absolutely hilarious En Mäktig Här.
It was also good that this time they were donning their troll-gear and warpaint (even though Skrymer was uncharateristically boring and played with his shirt on). Routa is so cool, the guy's hair is to die for. <3 And I want my own Tundra as a pet, a furry little thing peering at you from beneath his wild, curly black mass of hair and looking like he might any minute attack your leg and start gnawing on your ankle. :D Vreth also proved that he's able to lead the troll horde (at least in live situation) even though he's a lanky prettyboy.
There's nothing lanky nor pretty about his voice, though. The lad screeches and growls like the best of them, sounding more like good ol' Katla than our darling Rivfader Wilska.

Katla was there, by the way, unless I'm completely mistaken. He was skulking around after the gig and hanging with the guys. It's funny, the moment I first saw the guy I immediately thought there was something special about him, this pretty smartly dressed somewhat short fellow with long wavy mid-brown hair, sweet-natured looking face and kind of amiable aura about him. I had no idea who he was at first but then something in my head told me: "Katla." I can't be 100% sure of it, tho', because I'm not that familiar with Katla's looks. Interesting anyway. *shrug*
Suvi also got to hug Vreth, poor guy is too pretty for his own good. :D And Ella met again her goddess Erna aka Enary, the ex-keyboardist of Lordi.

And before Suvi left yesterday, we also met [livejournal.com profile] suomigoth and her boyfriend Ville in Shamrock. Sometimes I have moments when I wish I had enough patience and dedication (not to mention money) to dress like she does, she looked so stunning. But I guess I'm happier in my comfy cargo pants, earth tones and combat boots running around in the woods.
That's what I've done a lot lately, by the way, as I have a forest pretty much on my backyard, the Riihikallio trollwood. And Isosuo is only about 1,5 kilometers away from where I live, I'm yet to visit it again though.
Heh, I really felt like "true Ranger" the other night when I roamed the nearby woods. At first a pretty little starling followed me a while by flying from tree to tree beside me, and then a white hare jumped on the path before me. And when I arrived to the part of the forest where I knew was located a pirunpelto ("devil's field", an ancient seashore turned into a field full of huge rocks, you can see some pictures of the pirunpelto in question here), I just followed my instincts and wandered wherever my feet would take me. And lo and behold, I arrived to the pirunpelto. It was pretty impressive sight, especially as the waxing moon was shining brightly in the sky while the setting sun was still shedding its golden light in the horizon.
Then I smelled smoke in the air and followed it until I found the smouldering remnants of a small bonfire from a rocky hillside with a very cool view over the faraway city. And when I walked back home, the only light I had was that of the moon, but it was bright enough for me to not miss a single step and every branch and twig threatening to slam me in the face I dodged instinctively even though I couldn't see them at first. I was quite proud of myself. :p
There's also this place in the nearby woods where I often stop to lay down for a while to do some moonbathing and stargazing whenever I return to home in the evening if the sky is clear.

I'm pretty happy living there, the forest as well as my flat feel like home already.
The only downside is that whenever the sun is shining the flat is hotter than a sauna, I think I need a fan or two for summer. And I still need a couple of rugs, a bookshelf, a bedside table, this machine and an internet connection and I'm a happy girl.

And then some lyrics from a song that has been playing in my head a lot lately:

"Tuota tiiä mie en itsekkään
Minkä tien otan etehen
Juonen juostakseni
Valihen
Tiiä minkä tien otan etehen

---

Korvessa miun kotini
Majani
Marjavarsilla on miun majani

Taiten taivas kirjaeltu
Oikein tehty Otavainen
Miten lie elämä miulla
Miten lie
Elämä miulla mustakulmalla..."
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So, I fell from grace and created myself a MySpace page, triggered to it by Christian's (one of NW website's webmasters) decision to start an official MySpace page for Nightwish, I have to admit. Pretty much thinking: "Okay, if they have one, why can't I?" *chuckle*
But it's actually quite nifty. I've already received friend requests from somewhat known bands like To-Mera. Interesting. And Italian guys apparently love me. :D

I know I was supposed to write you a report from the KT gig but I'm apparently too much a slave of my moods again. *sigh* I've been in a strange state the last couple of days.
Might have something to do with that goddamn wolf again, I'm not sure. *another sigh*

Maybe I can write a report after seeing some pictures from that gig or reading some live review (KT tour diaries, where are you? I miss you!) because for some reason it feels like it was a dream that is rapidly fading from my memory. Strange.

I do remember some details, like what Hynynen wore (jeans and leather vest) and how Tuomas vibrated his keys horizontally sometimes, probably more out of habit than for the effect.
I remember how Ville made fun of me because of Tuomas and how I jokingly threatened to kick his (Ville's, not Tuomas's :p) ass.
I remember how I shared a little smile with Tuomas during Minä olen ("Anna minulle kätesi, anna lupaus huomisesta. Lupaa etten yksin jää tähän kylmään elämään..." *chuckle*).
I remember Tuomas and Hongisto's little tender moment and the hilarious, adorable face Tuomas pulled after it. I remember his smile and how happy I was to see him smile like that again. I remember what their roadies looked like.

And of course I remember Satu peikoista for how could I forget the best Satu peikoista ever? Ella wiping her tears and not believing me at first when I told her it was the prelude of Satu peikoista Tuomas was playing. "A wolf playing for trolls. That's almost ironic somehow," she said. And how we held each other and she cried against my shoulder, me almost crying as well. How Tuomas, you know, did the thing to make people cheer (not by taking his clothes off, you pervs! ;p) and I howled and he grinned (my gods, those fangs!).
How Hynynen looked at me and smiled and then walked over to us and sat on the amplifier to play, still looking into my eyes. I could only smile like an idiot and look back and then look at Ella like: "Is this really happening?". *chuckle* Hynynen is officially my hero now, mark my words.

Yes... I remember that all, but I don't really remember it, you know?
Okay, I'm not making any sense even to myself right now... Maybe I just want to go back to that night and never return to reality. *sigh*

I know I have to, though. Everyone and everything tells me that a change has to happen. Heck, even almost every single online Tarot and rune reading I have made tells me that! Thay also say that I'm likely to find love soon, by the way. Am I finally going to meet the mystery dude the fortune teller described to me? *chuckle*
Be brave, dare to take the leap of faith and good things will come your way. Listen to your inner voice and intuition and you will find truth. That's what they say.

The year 2007 is almost startlingly close.
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A year ago fell the first snow.
The cold winds whirled the snow around outside of the Hartwall Arena even though it eventually turned into water. A good thing that I had remembered to take my umbrella with me.

A couple of hours later when the show was over I burst into tears and cried for hours, unable to speak, unable to explain even to myself why I was crying so desolately.
And the following night, around 3 am I learned the reason for it.

I just watched End of an Era for the third or fourth time, I'm not sure.
Anyway, even though it's getting easier each time I watch it, it still feels bad to see Tuomas in that state. I'm so glad it's all over now.

It will probably never cease to amaze and confuse me, that strange connection I seem to have to him. I will probably never find an answer to the question "Why?", but I may be closer to the answer to the question "How?" now after some interesting conversations and that documentary.

Oh well, I'd better stop now before... Yeah.

Funny by the way that today of all the days my Resurrection NW flag keeps falling off the wall and the NW website is down due to a virus threat. Should that be taken as some ominous sign or something? Ah well, luckily I don't believe in signs. :p
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Meh, it seems like I was happy too soon or then it is some cosmic law that if you have a good day, the next one won't be...

Oh well, something good anyways: I found from my e-mail (bless the people who commented those) the three lost entries from my old journal, from the summer of 2004.
Midsummer, Ruisrock and Ropecon. <3

I think I'll copy them here just in case. (They're in Finnish, btw, but if someone wants to know what they say I can probably translate them)

Here )

Heheh... I was so much more open and elaborate in my entries back then...
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I had a nice day yesterday.

In the afternoon we went to a Chinese restaurant with Valtsu, Ella and Tommi and had a nice dinner and hilarious conversation (the first thing I heard when I arrived was Tommi and Ella arguing playfully whether or not Ella should protect me from Tommi's advances xD). After we had finished our meals Samuel joined us to have some dessert and then me, Tommi and Samuel left with Ella to go to her place. There we planned our forthcoming World of Warcraft RPG (yes, apparently they got me too...) a bit until Samppa had to go to work.
Then we just had some nice quality time lying on the bed and watching tv lazily until Tommi left to go clubbing with his school friends.
Oh, and they think I should have a boyfriend and planned to set me up on a blind date. It's sweet that they're concerned, but really... I've lived almost 20 years without a boyfriend, so why should I need one now? I'll find myself one when it's the right time.
(Besides... You keep the trolls, darling, I'd rather have a wolf. ;))

We were going to just have a quiet sister-night after that, but then Tommi called and asked us to come to Klubi to listen to some "bad metal" and so we went there. The whole thing was basically just waste of money (6€ for entrance and another 6 for a drink) because those bands (Deathchain, Torture Killer and a band whose name I can't remember. All of them more or less death metal.) weren't really our favorites and the night was nothing special anyway. Well, it wasn't really a disaster either because it's always nice to spend time with my two most beloved ones, but... Yeah.

Though something quite funny happened on my way back home. I ran into an old classmate and she was like: "You were in that Deathchain gig too, right? I saw you there!". Wow, I haven't seen her in years, but I'd never have thought she would become someone you can run into during a death metal gig... Life is strange sometimes.
Wait, did I say sometimes? It's always strange. My life at least.

Meh, I have an urge to express how I'm feeling somehow, but I can't find the right words.
I don't actually even know how I'm feeling. It's like I want to say something, but for some reason I can't or don't dare to... Oh well.
Maybe I'll just shut up and go to sleep. Work tomorrow, and I have to prove them that my physical and mental health are good enough for me to go to practical training.
Gah, shouldn't think about that...
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Epätodellisuus iski taas päin kasvoja eilen.
Hitto, minähän melkein pidin siitä tyypistä!
Elämä on. Kummallista.

Tulipa tuossa myös yksi kovaääninen peikkoretkue nähtyä Klubin lavalla.
Oli ihan hauskaa, varsinkin sitten kun ymmärsimme, että moshpitit lukeutuvat maailman hengenvaarallisimpiin paikkoihin ja siirryimme siihen bäkkärin oven vieressä olevalle aidantapaiselle istumaan.
Oli ihan hieno keikka, vähän vain petyin siihen, ettei pojilla ollut maskeja eivätkä he soittaneet Vargtimmenia (okei, siihen olisi periaatteessa tarvittu joku joikumaan).
Roudalla oli oikein komea tukka (komea poika muutenkin *virn*) ja Marco-tyylinen parta vaikkakin tummat, Wilska oli monessakin mielessä mahtava ja uudella, nuorella kosketinsoittajalla oli Korgin Karma (\,,/) ja hän vilkuili meitä vähän väliä kuin apua anoen. :D
Voisi joskus selvittää kuka niistä on kukin. Sekoitan aina Skrymerin ja Roudan toisiinsa.
Skrymer taisi olla se vaalea paidaton kaunis poika ja Tundra se tumma basisti.
Ja vieläkin hiukan naurattaa, että uhkasin ihan tosissani vetää turpaan seuraavaa, joka pilkkaa Nightwishia. *virne*
Tehokkaampaa olisi varmaan tosin ollut uhata usuttaa Wilska niiden kimppuun. :D

Olen aika tyytyväinen minun ja siskorakkaan proppeihin, viimeisen päälle peikkopropit.
Olisin kovasti halunnut ottaa shamaanisauvani, mutta ehkä sitä ei olisi sallittu...
Harmi, sillä olisi voinut mäiskiä niitä känniörvelöitä ja hihittäviä teiniXejä.
Samat kuteet varmaan päälle taas viikonloppuna. Räyhäävä örkkifeministi, yeah!

Njah. Pitänee lopetella.

EDIT: Ei silti että kukaan tätä enää lukisi, mutta sekoitinpa pojat toisiinsa oikein urakalla. *punastus*
Asia korjattu, vaikken vieläkään ole varma että ne ovat nyt oikein, sillä olen ihan varma, että sillä tummalla Marco-kopiolla oli kitara eikä basso. Oliko se sitten Routa? O_o Mutta sillä oli nenäkoru ja se näytti ihan Tundralta.
Hitto soikoon, ota noista peikoista sitten selko... :p

EDIT osa herratiesmikä: No niin, nyt ne ovat lopulta oikein... *vajoaa maan alle* Anteeksi, peikkoystäväni!
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Dammit, isoveli vapautui lopullisesti intistä (saaden aliluutnantin arvon, reserviupseeri jo neljännessä sukupolvessa, by the way) joten koneenkäyttöni tulee tästä lähin olemaan huomattavasti vähäisempää.
Nytkin pitäisi kirjoittaa niitä pirun hahmoja, kun on kerran siihen tilaisuus, mutta ei saa aikaiseksi mitään.
Perkele. *läimäyttää itseään ohimoon*

Niin, se keikka...

Joulupäivän iltana lähdin Ellan luo varmistaakseni että herään seuraavana päivänä ajoissa.
Perillä kuitenkin tajusin varustautuneeni aivan liian kevyesti kolmen päivän Hesan-reissuun ja päätimme käydä aamulla vielä meillä hakemassa lisää tavaraa.
Nukkumaan menimme jossakin vaiheessa yötä, mutta minä en tietenkään saanut unta lainkaan vaan makasin vain koko yön hereillä levottomana.
Aamulla sitten lähdimme taapertamaan meille päin jahka olin saanut Ellan kiskottua ylös sängystä ja olimme laittautuneet keikkakuntoon. Meillä juoksin perinteisesti hermostuneena ympäri kämppää yrittäen siinä sivussa pakata.

Kävely linja-autoasemalle oli oikeastaan varsin mukava talvipäivän auringossa, ja perillä nuokuimme odotellessamme kyytiä saapuvaksi. Joku vanha juoppo häiriköi meitä välillä, mutta selvisimme siitäkin vailla kummempia traumoja. Matkalla nuokuttiin vähän lisää sekä kuunneltiin Charonia ja Nightwishia.
Hymyilin itsekseni katsellessani hiljalleen taivaalle kohoavaa täyttäkuuta.

Helsinkiin päästyämme emme sitten ehtineet käydä syömässä vaan ajoimme suoraan Jäähallille. Mietin siinä sitten kauhulla pari tuntia pakkasessa jonottaessamme mahtaisinko pysyä tajuissani edes lämppärien ajan. Pari tuttua NW-lautalaistakin tuli siinä bongailtua, mm. Darkpurple, Helmiäinen/Tallukka, Moriel, Riina-The-Heavy, Kuukivi ja Rissy.

Vaikka juuri meidän jonomme jumiutuikin paikoilleen liki viideksi minuutiksi ja narikkaankin piti jonottaa, pääsimme silti änkeytymään melkein eturiviin lavan vasemmalle puolen, juuri siihen missä Tuomaksella on yleisesti tapana soittaa. *kiero virne*

After Forever menetteli; Floor oli upea ja lauloi vähintään yhtä upeasti -varsinkin vetäessään sitä Puccinin klassista biisiä- eikä musiikissakaan sinänsä ollut mitään valittamista. Voisi itse asiassa perehtyä siihen paremminkin.
Ruisrockissa Nightwishin odotteluani häiritsivät ne rasittavat teiniX-pimut, tällä kertaa joku ökeltävä humalikko, joka oli vaarassa kaatua minun ja Ellan päälle. Onneksi se sitten kai raahattiin jonnekin pois.

Kotipelto taas ei jaksanut innostaa oikeastaan yhtään. Kiekuvaa jumppaohjaajaa (kuten joku osuvasti laudalla häntä kuvasi xD) muistuttavaa tyyppiä, joka toi mieleen Empun lievästi machon isoveljen, ei oikein jaksanut katsella ja kuunnella liki tuntia. Siispä istuskelinkin suurimman osan hänen setistään lattialla.
Tuli tosin otettua pieni tuijotuskilpailu hänen kanssaan, just for the heck of it. :P
Viimeisenä soitettu Black Diamond oli kylläkin hyvä veto, sillä se sai yleisöön eloa ja adrenaliinin virtaamaan sen verran, että jaksoin nousta lattialta odottelemaan innokkaasti Nightwishia.

Ja totta tosiaan, siinä vaiheessa kun radiosta tuutannut Rammsteinin Du Hast vaimenee ja valot sammuvat, olen jo aivan täpinöissäni, ja kun siniset valot syttyvät, savu leviää lavalle ja intromusa lähtee käyntiin on väsymykseni tipotiessään. *virne*
Yksi toisensa jälkeen pojat ilmaantuivat lavalle savun keskeltä, ja Tuomaksen asteltua Korgiensa taakse oli kuin olisin saanut sähköiskun ja menin miltei hysteeriseen tilaan. Se oli melko pelottavaa ja ihmettelin sitä itsekin. *vino hymy*

Dark Chest Of Wonders oli perinteisesti eka biisi, jota yhtä perinteisesti seurasi Planet Hell. Sitten tulivat Deep Silent Complete(<3) sekä Phantom Of The Opera, eikä Tarja taaskaan pettänyt vaan veti sen lopun kuten biisin alkuperäisversiossa, jopa kuumeisena. *silent respect*
Minä ja sisko hevasimme innolla mukana koko ajan, mitä ei voi kyllä parhaalla tahdollakaan sanoa useimmista ympärillämme olleista. Ella myös huuteli Marcon spiikkeihin kaikenmaailman hupaisia välihuomautuksia. :D
Kenties siksi saimmekin niinkin paljon huomiota osaksemme bändiltä.
Tuomas nimittäin näköjään päätti, että niistä kaikista viidestätuhannesta ihmisestä paikalla juuri minä olin hyvä kohde hypnoottiselle tuijotukselle ja susimaiselle virnuilulle... *värähtää*
No, ei se mitään, minä en hänelle aikonut hävitä vaan annoin takaisin samalla mitalla, muah.
Ja samalla todistin sen, mitä olen joskus aiemmin pohtinut: Kyllä, pystyn katsomaan häntä silmiin samalla luontevuudella kuin esim. Mikaa joskus ennen. Tai no niin... *shrug*

Muutenkin herra Holopainen varasti aika tehokkaasti huomioni itselleen, oli nimittäin yksinkertaisesti miltei mahdotonta kiskoa silmänsä irti hänestä. *hymyilee lammasmaisesti ja punastuu hieman* Mutta en vain voinut sille mitään, siinä vain oli jotain... niin, en edes oikein tiedä mitä se oli. *hämillään* Oh well...

Hämmentävän tuijotuksen lisäksi hän kopioi kumarrustyylini (itämaiseen tyyliin kämmenet vastakkain kasvojen edessä). En sitten tiedä kumarsiko hän minulle vaiko kenelle, mutta joka tapauksessa hän teki sen samalla tavalla kuin minä olin tehnyt jo muutamaan otteeseen. Ilmeeni näytti aika lailla tältä: O_O. *hymähtää*
Jos kamera olisi toiminut toivotulla tavalla olisimme myös saaneet muutaman varsin hupaisan kuvan herrasta, hän nimittäin veti naamalleen hassuja ilmeitä huomattuaan Ellan tähtäilevän häntä kameran kanssa.
Mutta jotta ei tulisi jauhettua pelkästä Tuomaksesta, sanottakoon että oli jälleen ilo nähdä bändillä olevan hyvä meininki lavalla. :)

Melkein heti keikan alussa Marco loikki luovuttamaan Tuomakselle tupakkansa ja Teroakin hän pääsi nakittamaan (hmm, en ole vielä päässyt selvyyteen onko tuo pullo Nightwish-olutta vai päärynäsiideriä. :D). Tero-parka taisi olla joko krapulassa tai sitten liian selvä, sen verran vaisun oloinen hän oli. *virne* Ja Empun hypeltyä Tuomaksen vierelle Tuomas laittoi anteliaisuuden kiertoon ja juotti kitarasankarille huikan viinipullostaan.
Marcon ja Empun meininki nyt tiedetään, eivätkä he pettäneet taaskaan. Mutta vaikka yleisön mielestä Marcon jutut joulukuusista ja kirveistä olivatkin ehkä hauskoja, Tuomas ei selvästikään ollut samaa mieltä ja käski stand-up -koomikoksi ryhtynyttä basistiansa rajoittaa hieman. *virne*

Myös visuaaliseen puoleen oli selvästikin panostettu, joten Markku, Tommi ja kumppanit todella ansaitsivat saamansa aplodit. Pyrot ja pommit ja sade-efektit
olivat oikein hienoja, ja kenties myös Enkeli-Tarjaa voisi jo itsessään kutsua visuaaliseksi efektiksi. :D
Mutta tärkeintähän oli tosiaan musiikki, ja se uskomaton tunne, kun tiesi musiikin luojien soittavan sitä lavalla vain metrien päässä sinusta. Vaikka toki olisinkin toivonut monipuolisempaa settilistaa, sen lievä tylsyys annettakoon anteeksi. Vaikka Ruisrockissa vetivätkin Stargazersin, tällä kertaa kuultiin sentään Ghost Love Score. :/
Kyllä tämä menee Ruisrockin kanssa tasoihin, en voi kumpaakaan paremmaksi tai huonommaksi nimetä.
Vaikka Ruissilla onkin tietysti oma nostalagia-arvonsa ekana Nightwish-keikkanani.

Settilista kokonaisuudessaan:

Dark Chest Of Wonders
Planet Hell
Deep Silent Complete
The Phantom Of The Opera
The Kinslayer
Sleeping Sun
- Symphony of Destruction -
Bless the Child
Wishmaster
Ever Dream
Dead Boy's Poem
Slaying The Dreamer
Nemo
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Ghost Love Score
Walking in the Air
Wish I Had An Angel


Mutta nyt loppuu aika kesken, taruilen myöhemmin lisää jos sille päälle satun.
Ja mainittakoon vielä varmuuden vuoksi, että kuvat eivät ole minun ottamiani vaan kalastin ne Nightwish-foorumin keikkakeskustelusta. Siellä lisää kuvalinkkejä ja jauhantaa keikasta.

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