Strange relationships
5 March 2006 03:11![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
darnaguenWhat an evening once again...
It seems that even when this gang is having the best time ever together, there are still tragic undertones. Always.
It was Valtsu's birthday party in Downtown (which was a really nice place and more roomy from inside than it looks like from outside, by the way)and it was really fun. It was nice to see Timo and Petri again after a long time, and hang around with people and be more social for a chance as it is. For a while it seemed like everyone had good time and everything was alright. But well, I guess everything is never alright when it comes to these people and their relationships... *sigh*
So this evening was full of quite contradictory emotions and tears were brought into my eyes for at least three different reasons. One was because I laughed so much (ah, Tommi, my lad... *shakes her head grinning*), one was feeling miserable and sad for Ella and one was because I was so moved by what someone said to me.
I can 'read' people (and sometimes I can also be pretty blind), but this evening I realized that I actually know someone who can do that much better than I do. She could see right into my heart, and that was new to me. How come I haven't realized her power before?
Oh well, I guess I have when I think about it... I've always felt this kind of warm strenght in her, and... Yeah. *gets lost in thought* A she-wolf mother, that is what she reminds me of.
My eyes still get damp when I think of the things she said to me. Oh well, I'm a bit emotional today, it seems. *feeble smile*
And using that as a wonderful excuse I just want to say this:
I love you, guys. You mean a world to me although I don't often know how to show it correctly.
I sincerely wish brighter tomorrow for all of you, that eventually you will feel better and find the right path in your lives.
If I can help you with that, just tell me.
A quite fitting quiz result:
You are Give Unto Me -
You're an observant person that just wants to help.
You see people for what they are and you have an eye for seeing if
people are suffering or not. You desperately want to help - even if it hurts you.
You are an amazing person... I wish there were more people like you
out there, maybe the world would be different...
Quote: What lies behind us, and what lies before us, are small matters compared to what lies within us.
Here are the words to the song:
I've been watching you from a distance
The distance sees through your disguise
All I want from you is your hurting
I want to heal you
I want to save you from the dark
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Why should I care if they hurt you
Somehow it matters more to me
Than if I were hurting myself
Save you (save you)
I'll save you
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
What Evanescence song are you? (With the words to the song, Pics and quotes!!!)
brought to you by Quizilla
It seems that even when this gang is having the best time ever together, there are still tragic undertones. Always.
It was Valtsu's birthday party in Downtown (which was a really nice place and more roomy from inside than it looks like from outside, by the way)and it was really fun. It was nice to see Timo and Petri again after a long time, and hang around with people and be more social for a chance as it is. For a while it seemed like everyone had good time and everything was alright. But well, I guess everything is never alright when it comes to these people and their relationships... *sigh*
So this evening was full of quite contradictory emotions and tears were brought into my eyes for at least three different reasons. One was because I laughed so much (ah, Tommi, my lad... *shakes her head grinning*), one was feeling miserable and sad for Ella and one was because I was so moved by what someone said to me.
I can 'read' people (and sometimes I can also be pretty blind), but this evening I realized that I actually know someone who can do that much better than I do. She could see right into my heart, and that was new to me. How come I haven't realized her power before?
Oh well, I guess I have when I think about it... I've always felt this kind of warm strenght in her, and... Yeah. *gets lost in thought* A she-wolf mother, that is what she reminds me of.
My eyes still get damp when I think of the things she said to me. Oh well, I'm a bit emotional today, it seems. *feeble smile*
And using that as a wonderful excuse I just want to say this:
I love you, guys. You mean a world to me although I don't often know how to show it correctly.
I sincerely wish brighter tomorrow for all of you, that eventually you will feel better and find the right path in your lives.
If I can help you with that, just tell me.
A quite fitting quiz result:
You are Give Unto Me -
You're an observant person that just wants to help.
You see people for what they are and you have an eye for seeing if
people are suffering or not. You desperately want to help - even if it hurts you.
You are an amazing person... I wish there were more people like you
out there, maybe the world would be different...
Quote: What lies behind us, and what lies before us, are small matters compared to what lies within us.
Here are the words to the song:
I've been watching you from a distance
The distance sees through your disguise
All I want from you is your hurting
I want to heal you
I want to save you from the dark
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Why should I care if they hurt you
Somehow it matters more to me
Than if I were hurting myself
Save you (save you)
I'll save you
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
What Evanescence song are you? (With the words to the song, Pics and quotes!!!)
brought to you by Quizilla
