"Sweetened horizons dance away the pain tonight, just like you and I..."

[darnaguen]

I wonder why is he still making cameos in my dreams.

(No, not him, him I haven't seen in a while. Maybe because I haven't needed to, because everything is now alright with him.)

But him, I don't even know him and haven't seen him in six months or so. But it's still there, it's been there for almost two years now and I just wish I knew why.
But there are no answers, I guess. There never are.

...I wonder what would happen if we met again.
Probably nothing. But... Yeah.

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This is probably my last night in this room, by the way.
Not that I sleep here because pretty much all the furniture is already gone and the room feels very empty and has a different kind of echo. It will feel weird to not live here anymore, but it's necessary.

You also won't be seeing me around much in near future (not that you have seen me around much lately either) because I don't have an internet connection yet. Heh, maybe that means I'll actually manage to get myself a real social life.

But I'd better go to sleep now before the sun rises.
Goodnight, kittens.