"Hold on, dream away. You're my sweet charade."

[darnaguen]

I'm pretty sure this is not what I signed for.
Odd affectionate alliance? Weelll... Shit. After these last three days, I don't even know anymore.
Somehow things managed to get both easier and a whole lot weirder between us.

But I suppose I should stop worrying and just enjoy what I have. Six years ago the mere idea of lying in his bed, drinking tea and listening to the Goo Goo Dolls would have sounded too good to be true. And really, I shouldn't have anything to complain about. I'm a lucky bitch.
Except... Yeah. Still not too keen on sharin'. Hypocritical much? *chuckle*
Especially because I've always said neat labels and categories are useless but now I find myself in need of something to describe what we are. "Odd affectionate alliance" still fits in a way, I suppose. "Awfully coupley non-couple"? "Something too fucking complicated to even describe with words (but not really)"? *shakes her head with a wry smile*

Ah well. I'd better talk about it with him or something.
(And I'd appreciate it if people didn't meddle, even though I'm sure you guys mean well.)

P.S. Dear god, I love this band. <3

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Just gotta say - I kinda know what you mean, and BTW I had a really weird dream last night. There was something about Goo Goo Dolls and the end of the world... My dreams are all so odd and twisted nowadays. *k

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Wow, Goo Goo Dolls and the end of the world sounds like an interesting combination. :D
Seems like you're still on my "wavelength" somehow. Interesting, really.

[(Anonymous)]

I guess I can tune to some peoples wavelengths, but most of the time I don't want to, and the dream was more like something between dream and being awake - one of those flashes I get from time to time - seeing about two people afar and some voice telling me about "those who listen to Goo Goo Dolls" and then something apocalyptic, but it was nothing ominous, so don't worry. I guess my subconscious stalks you and I on the other hand stalk your LJ. :D

And why? Difficult to answer without being totally misunderstood, but you're one of those few I kind of keep an eye on and feel responsible for. You're one of my pack. :) *k

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

*smiles* I think I know what you mean.
And I guess it just means we are to fight side by side one day, one way or another. When that "apocalypse" comes. *chuckle* I can't say it won't be good to have you around then. :)

[(Anonymous)]

I'll be around, one way or the other, and you can count on it. I have always felt I'm a warrior born to a wrong age, but then again, I still do not know what lies ahead...