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Bloody buggering HELL!!!
The FME tickets for tomorrow are fucking SOLD OUT and I didn't have a chance to buy them earlier due to all this bureaucratical bullshit. Fuck. I'm so pissed off right now.
I've been looking forward to that the whole goddamn year. I would have needed that right now.
So now I won't be meeting Kassy. Or Suvi. Or anyone else from the forum.
Or Emppu and Marco and Jukka and Wilska and all those great guys. Fuck.
And this whole thing with my new flat... All this bureaurcracy and things I'm supposed to know but have no idea about, and the sudden change and all the pressure to get a grip and start having the full control over my own life are making me so anxious.
*curls up in a corner to cry*
The FME tickets for tomorrow are fucking SOLD OUT and I didn't have a chance to buy them earlier due to all this bureaucratical bullshit. Fuck. I'm so pissed off right now.
I've been looking forward to that the whole goddamn year. I would have needed that right now.
So now I won't be meeting Kassy. Or Suvi. Or anyone else from the forum.
Or Emppu and Marco and Jukka and Wilska and all those great guys. Fuck.
And this whole thing with my new flat... All this bureaurcracy and things I'm supposed to know but have no idea about, and the sudden change and all the pressure to get a grip and start having the full control over my own life are making me so anxious.
*curls up in a corner to cry*
