Nothing's Changing On New Year's Day

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||||||||| 46% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||| 16% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56% Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth |||||| 30% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||||||||||| 50% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Individuality |||||| 30% Sexuality |||||| 23% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50% Physical security |||||||||||| 43% Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70% Histrionic |||||||||| 36% Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63% Vanity |||||||||||| 50% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63% Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76%

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So, this is supposed to be the truth about me? Okay then...

Anyways, I think I'm gonna start writing in English more from now on since I have more international acquaintances nowadays.
And it'll hopefully also improve my English skills. Hmmh...
I've been meaning to update this journal for days now, but I just haven't managed to achieve anything. I'm a lazy bugger.
Well, at least I managed to send one of the e-mails I've been meaning to send for ages. Two (or was it three?) more to go. *sigh*

Strange. It's 2006 now. I still remember very clearly these same days a year ago.
I was still in some kind of aftershock because of that NW gig in Helsinki Ice Hall on the Boxing Day.
For the whole New Year's Eve I just cried and cried, I was completely upset. I remember when me and Ella were sitting on that window sill, holding each other, crying our eyes out and making epic declarations about "Showing 'em.". *shakes her head grinning*
Thank gods I got over that phase although the damn prophecy (okay, maybe "prophecy" sounds a bit too pompous. Prediction then.) still confuses me from time to time. Well, I guess I'll just have to wait and see where will my fate lead me...

Oh well, I did cry a bit on this New Year too. I didn't even realize how much it means to me to be able to achieve something good. So if someone says to me: "Give it up already, you've done everything you can. You can't save me/him/her/us/them/it.", it does hurt. Oh well...
I hope the both of them will someday realize what they are doing, before it's too late.

Ah well, maybe I'll stop now and post something when I have something less depressing to say.

P.S. You're welcome, darling (you know who you are ;))!

EDIT: Why did the text go like that? O_O Oh well...