Dunno, I just don't react well to huge load of stress I guess. I have only two weeks left to deliver the fully written character sheets to the players of our LARP and I haven't finished (or really even started) any of them. And on Monday I'm supposed to move to the school dorms (and I still don't know if I'm going to have a private room) and start my new, independent life and take control of everything about it. And that scares the hell out of me.
So I'm just sitting here, staring numbly at the screen, unable to do anything that I'm supposed to be doing, closing everything outside and practically being extremely antisocial.
Enough reasons to be stressed, really *hugs you thight* It's always scary when you have to start a new period of your life, specially if it means that you have to grow up a little, what no one really wants...
Maybe it's just me, but to me it sounds a little unfair that you have to create those character sheets alone... Can't the others help?
The others of course have their own characters to write. And I guess it wouldn't be SO tough job to update what has happened to 10 characters in two years and write two completely new ones, but... Yeah, if only I could get my act together and focus on them instead of something completely irrelevant like PotC.
But thanks for your support anyway, sweetheart. *hug*
The most difficult thing is always to get started *smiles* PotC is probably irrelevant, but I can imagine that thinking about it/watching it/ reading(writing) fanfics makes you feel happy at the moment. I'm currently having the same problem though not about PotC *smirks* Still have articles to translate. No thanks love, you're a friend and i just don't like seeing them sad or stressed in anyway.
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Date: 1 Sep 2006 22:23 (UTC)no subject
Date: 1 Sep 2006 22:28 (UTC)I have only two weeks left to deliver the fully written character sheets to the players of our LARP and I haven't finished (or really even started) any of them.
And on Monday I'm supposed to move to the school dorms (and I still don't know if I'm going to have a private room) and start my new, independent life and take control of everything about it. And that scares the hell out of me.
So I'm just sitting here, staring numbly at the screen, unable to do anything that I'm supposed to be doing, closing everything outside and practically being extremely antisocial.
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Date: 1 Sep 2006 23:06 (UTC)Maybe it's just me, but to me it sounds a little unfair that you have to create those character sheets alone... Can't the others help?
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Date: 1 Sep 2006 23:20 (UTC)And I guess it wouldn't be SO tough job to update what has happened to 10 characters in two years and write two completely new ones, but... Yeah, if only I could get my act together and focus on them instead of something completely irrelevant like PotC.
But thanks for your support anyway, sweetheart. *hug*
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Date: 1 Sep 2006 23:37 (UTC)PotC is probably irrelevant, but I can imagine that thinking about it/watching it/ reading(writing) fanfics makes you feel happy at the moment. I'm currently having the same problem though not about PotC *smirks* Still have articles to translate.
No thanks love, you're a friend and i just don't like seeing them sad or stressed in anyway.