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darnaguenHmm. I wonder what is wrong with me nowadays.
Recently I've noticed that my so-called interactive home, the Nightwish forum, has started to annoy me for some reason. Or actually it's not the forum itself, it's more like I've had some sort of strange epiphany, like I'm getting tired of the whole thing and need a change.
However, it affects my behaviour on the forum and I'm afraid I'm coming across as a snappish, arrogant bitch who thinks too highly of herself.
Not good, especially because I'm supposed to be a soddin' moderator. *sigh*
Meh. I think I really need to turn a fresh, blank page in my life.
First step, I think, would be getting a damn life in the first place. This aimless drifting and living through fiction is really starting to bother me.
Last time I did something social or even showed by nose outside of my flat for more than an hour was last weekend when Aki unexpectedly called to let me know he's in town and ask me to hang out with him and some other drunken metalheads.
Hanging out with said drunkend metalheads is always somewhat hazardous leisure time (when a troll goes to berserk mode, it's not a pretty sight), but it was good to see Aki again after a long time. He's a good guy (albeit a bit macho) and it was quite funny how natural and un-awkward I felt hanging out with him even though we hadn't seen each other in ages.
Guess certain shared experiences can make people bonded for life. *chuckle*
I also went home for the Mothers' Day and it was actually really nice as I can't remember the last time I've had so much fun with my brothers, joking and laughing over dinner. I guess Johannes doesn't hate me anymore, that much at least. *wry smile*
Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet Tommi. That's something at least.
I wonder what's the occasion.
(And yes, I'm utterly and completely addicted to this track. 'Tis a masterpiece.)
Recently I've noticed that my so-called interactive home, the Nightwish forum, has started to annoy me for some reason. Or actually it's not the forum itself, it's more like I've had some sort of strange epiphany, like I'm getting tired of the whole thing and need a change.
However, it affects my behaviour on the forum and I'm afraid I'm coming across as a snappish, arrogant bitch who thinks too highly of herself.
Not good, especially because I'm supposed to be a soddin' moderator. *sigh*
Meh. I think I really need to turn a fresh, blank page in my life.
First step, I think, would be getting a damn life in the first place. This aimless drifting and living through fiction is really starting to bother me.
Last time I did something social or even showed by nose outside of my flat for more than an hour was last weekend when Aki unexpectedly called to let me know he's in town and ask me to hang out with him and some other drunken metalheads.
Hanging out with said drunkend metalheads is always somewhat hazardous leisure time (when a troll goes to berserk mode, it's not a pretty sight), but it was good to see Aki again after a long time. He's a good guy (albeit a bit macho) and it was quite funny how natural and un-awkward I felt hanging out with him even though we hadn't seen each other in ages.
Guess certain shared experiences can make people bonded for life. *chuckle*
I also went home for the Mothers' Day and it was actually really nice as I can't remember the last time I've had so much fun with my brothers, joking and laughing over dinner. I guess Johannes doesn't hate me anymore, that much at least. *wry smile*
Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet Tommi. That's something at least.
I wonder what's the occasion.
(And yes, I'm utterly and completely addicted to this track. 'Tis a masterpiece.)
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Date: 19 May 2007 06:31 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 May 2007 12:13 (UTC)Kinopalatsi 1, klo. 17.00. \,,/
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Date: 19 May 2007 16:31 (UTC)Oh fuck, tuleeko minustakin jonain päivänä yksi näistä "vanhoista parroista", jotka norsunluutornistaan huokailevat että "ennen oli paremmin, turhia topicceja, liikaa teinejä, yhyy"...
Well, toisaalta, ainakin omalla kohdallani se helkkarin lankku on kaikki mitä minulla on. Tällä hetkellä.
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Date: 20 May 2007 18:09 (UTC)Pikemminkin kyseessä on kai se, että olen jollain lailla saanut tarpeekseni bändistä ja kaikesta myllytyksestä sen ympärillä, mihin olen itsekin puolitahtomattani joutunut tavallaan mukaan. Mutta milläs siitä sitten irtaudut?