September's Fate

I resigned from Paasikiviopisto today. It's a drag, yeah, but I know I made the right choice.
In addition to the money problem I wasn't really ready for that yet. on several levels. Everyone else there had probably finished high school and I guess one needs to have in order to study journalism on university level.
It's an intriguing thought, though, that I could have executed an approbatur degree in Art History this year. But there's time for that later too, for a better degree even.

So now I'm going back to AS (Adult Comprehensive School, an evening college of sorts for adults), aiming to graduate in few years and start looking for a flat for myself, and a part-time job too. I really want to put my life in order now.

I don't know if I will ever become your kick-ass rock'n'roll reporter or any journalist at all.
I have no idea what will I become, but I hope I will find the right course eventually.
Sometimes it would be so handy to have a compass like Jack's. *chuckle* But another question entirely is: is it always a good idea to follow your heart instead of your common sense?

I reckon not. *wistful smile*

EDIT: Just had to rename the entry because of the date. I've been meaning to write a poem with that title for ages, but we'll see if I ever will. Seventh of September and full moon tonight. *wry chuckle*

Sway

Argh. I hate these changing moods.
Earlier today I had this "back in business with a vengeance" attitude and even managed to accomplish something CI -related, but now I just feel like the whole thing is so pointless and want to jump out of the window. *sigh*

It's storming outside.
Not thundering, but it's raining and the wind is howling and shaking my windows.
Even though I like storms I do hope the weather is not like this next weekend. We simply can't have the same incredible luck with weather conditions we had last time so I'm sure we'll have a halestorm or something... *knocks wood*

Oh well...