"Little angel, your world can be so cruel..."

[darnaguen]

The question of the day:

Why me? Why in the name of all the gods of the universe me?
I don't understand what's so fucking special about me.
I am nothing. I know nothing. I can do nothing.
And yet I seem to always end up in the middle of everything epic and mystical.
I wonder when will someone bother to tell me why. And what is my role in this whole mess.
So far all I have is some vague hints and guesses. Argh.

And just when I thought the whole madness is finally history it looks like it's starting again.
And all I can do is wait. Always only wait.

It's driving me crazy. Or maybe I'm crazy already, that would explain a lot.

(Side note: I'm becoming more and more addicted to Charon. JP is love. <3)

But what I'm quite glad about is the fact that I have found a new friend.
Even though she is determined to pair me up with a certain wolfish musician. *dry chuckle*
That is a good thing because I'm once again feeling somewhat estranged from my IRL friends, haven't even really talked with Ella in weeks. But I guess I am also to blame.
Though I have excelled in saving Ville's ass already twice this week. :p

Ah well. I'd better go to sleep and wish some malevolent enity isn't lurking under my bed, waiting for a chance to bite me in the ass.

Comments

[shadow-wolfess.livejournal.com]

I wish I was there to slap you. As I said eveything is just going on in your head..all that mystic stuff etc. So the only thing you need to do-is isolate yourself from such stupid thoughts.. or the mental hospital waits for you (and trust me, not Suomi`s).... Gah, if I took everything random people tell me so close, I`d probably commit suicide already...

what was there about J.P. hehehe

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Heheh... I know. And I would do as you say if this was the only mystical etc. thing that has happened in my life during about three last years.
Oh well. I guess I just have to accept the fact that my life is weird. *shrug*

[silent-she-wolf.livejournal.com]

Naah :P I`m talking about 100% sure thing ^^ Anyway, we need to talk about Tuo a bit more so that JP won`t take his place :P But I must say that I`m searching for JP pics right now :D

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

I still refuse to accept it. :p
Mwahaha, JP will take over the world. xD

(Gods, I feel so silly and girlish :D)

[silent-she-wolf.livejournal.com]

Only a little part of the world :P Tuomas ... uhhhh RULES :P xD
You must accept it, you have no choice , your future is Hukkapoika :D

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Grr. Is not. I'll... I'll run off to Uganda to be some tribal leader's sixth wife to prove you wrong if I have to. ;p

[silent-she-wolf.livejournal.com]

So I`ll go to Uganda, hunt you and deliver to Hukkapoika xD :P

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Remember, you'll need Ewo for that. ;D

(Where are you anyway since you're not in MSN?)