"My guardian angel walks away."

[darnaguen]

They accepted me to the Paasikiviopisto (=a folk's college where I'll probably be studying journalism for following 10 months.). Kinda cool, though the thought is also quite intimidating.
Will that be the start of my new life? Was I right when I predicted in the end of the last year that this year will be the year of changes, preparing us to the next, important one?
I believe I was.

Now I only hope they will give me a private room because if I have to share a room with someone, anyone, I simply cannot live there. *crosses fingers*
But otherwise I wouldn't mind living there at all, the dorm buildings are really charming.
The only thing that bothers me about that place is the fact that the school grounds are surrounded by a golf-course. And I'm not entirely comfortable in very open spaces (especially if there is a risk to be hit in the head by a golf ball...:p).
But I guess I'll get used to it...

Aeh, only a month left to the Cloud Islands and I've only managed to come up with some ideas for the new characters. And with some of the old ones, I have no idea what to do with them. *sigh* And then there's Karkki with her plans and ideas for the Queen etc.
Sometimes this whole project feels just too chaotic to handle. Too many cooks in the kitchen or something. *sighs again*
But I'll do my best because people are counting on us to deliver a good LARP.

I'm also haunted by a fanfic idea once again, but probably it will remain only an idea because I almost never manage to put my ideas into effect. It would be quite a simple pairing fic with the characters' musings on each other and their own emotions. You can throw a wild guess which pairing it is. *grin*
Especially that one very clear mental image haunts me on such level that I think I may have to write that fic. I just have to find out how to build a story around it, what leads to that particular scene. Hmm...

Oh, I just remembered: yesterday happened something funny.
I was sitting at computer, listening to music and reading something, and my mom was sitting on my bed talking to her boyfriend on phone (she'd had to exile herself to my room because our bathroom is in noisy redecoration). I didn't hear a thing because I listened to music on earphones, but after she had hung up, my mom gestured to me to remove my earphones and asked me why I had just growled. I said I hadn't because I certainly didn't remember I had done so, at least intentionally. She then told it had been a good-natured, pleased sound, something in between a purr and a growl.
Weird. I make wolfish sounds without noticing it myself. O_O

And the obligatory cryptic part of the post:
I hate it that he has to make me so nervous.
No, not the one you probably think.

There.
Over and out.

Comments

[satamieli.livejournal.com]

Onnittelut! Toivottavasti nautit opinnoistasi.

Tuo muutosten vuosi -juttu ilmeisesti koskee koko maailmaa? :P

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Kiitoksia. ^^

Ja aye, kyllä koskee. :D

[satamieli.livejournal.com]

Hienoa, muutos on tervetullutta. Odotan mielenkiinnolla. *ristii sormensa myös* ;)

[speaktothevoid.livejournal.com]

I hope you'll get a private room... I think it's a brave thing to move into unfamiliar surroundings like that - I would probably not do it, and certainly not if I had to be accompanied by a complete stranger.

What kind of journalist would you become? Music journalism seems the coolest kind, don't you think?

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Oh yes, that is my dream. :)
But also cultural journalism in general would be interesting.

[sir-olorin.livejournal.com]

Onnittelut vaan. =)

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Merci ^^

[suomigoth.livejournal.com]

Congratz love! *hugs*
I'm sure everything will work out with the Cloud Islands thing. Maybe it's not as good as the last one, but it will mean a lot of fun playing with your friends, so it can never ever become a failure. :)

I hate it that he has to make me so nervous.
No, not the one you probably think.

A guy makes you nervous than... sounds like you're falling in love with someone, dear *big grin*

[shadow-wolfess.livejournal.com]

If my guess is right, then it`s not love at all. C`mon, Suomi, forgot whom you left that comment?

And Darna, cheer up, me lassie! We`ll both share a great experience this year and I`m sure we`ll support each other, won`t we?! So it would be easier!
Saw Jussi`s wife today and died

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Well, Suomi, Tragi is kinda right. Since he's been making me nervous from the moment I saw him. And that sucks. Men are not supposed to make me nervous. :p

And Tragi, I know. Into the unknown and beyond! We'll survive. *hug*

And what made you die? ;p

[shadow-wolfess.livejournal.com]

WHat made me die? Guess! =P I think I`m better xD

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Well, I guess you would think that even if she was the most gorgeous thing on the planet. ;)

[shadow-wolfess.livejournal.com]

*blushes* Am I really THAT in love with myself? ^^
Well, she is somewhat good-looking, I must admit.. Maybe she looked bad because she just gave birth to a baby.. Dunno... I expected something better...

[suomigoth.livejournal.com]

That's why I said it. Men I've fallen in love with were always the once that made me nervous with their presence. To me it's the terrible feeling you hate and like at the same time, but I can't ofcourse know what kind of nervosity it is with you, since I don't know the whole story. I just like seeing my friends falling in love, so maybe it was more a wish for you from my side :)

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Falling in love with that guy would definetely NOT be a good idea, so I surely hope I won't...

The great irony of my life: I sometimes have to kick guys off from my feet because they keep falling for me for some weird and unknown reasons, but when a guy comes across whom I really feel connected to and who seems to be on same wavelenght, he of course is off-limits one way or another... *grumble*

And I'd better shut up. *sigh*

[iloinenaurinko.livejournal.com]

Onnittelut! Ja tollaset "enpäs kerrokaan kenestä puhun"-entryt pitäisi kieltää lailla:S / :).

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

*virne* Kaikkihan sitä joskus harrastavat, eikö? ;)
Ja kiitoksia. ^^

[lumenlaulu.livejournal.com]

Onnittelut! Mahtavaa, sinusta tuleekin sitten vielä joku päivä Lois Lane: itsepäinen ja lahjakas journalisti, jota ei voi lahjoa. ;)

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

*nauraa* Kiitoksia.
Kai vielä rakastun Teräsmieheenkin? :D

[lumenlaulu.livejournal.com]

Tottahan toki! Ja lentelet hänen seurassaan jossain Turun kattojen yllä. ;)

[pahamaatar.livejournal.com]

Cool!
When they accepted me to Turku University, i thought it was the first day of my one new life.
I hope this is the new start of your new life, too.

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I surely hope it will a turn for better for both of us. :)

[neverwanderer.livejournal.com]

Mih, onnittelut rakkaimpani. Ansaitsetkin jo muutosta elämään :)
Ja olet oikeassa, tämä on muutosten vuosi. Uuden alun vuosi. Onneksi.

* hymyilee itsekseen *

Toivottavasti et lähde kovin kauas pois, tai iskee ikävä :(

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Ainoastaan 25 kilsan päähän meren rannalle, metsän keskelle ja... golfkentän välittömään läheisyyteen. O_o

Busseja kulkee kahdesti tunnissa jos oikein muistan.

Nyt kun vain uskaltaisi levittää siipensä ja luottaa siihen, että tuuli kantaa.

[neverwanderer.livejournal.com]

Swiff. Hyvä :>

meidän rokkijournalisti :D Haluaisinkin nähdä sut tekemässä haastattelua Holopaiselle :D

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Holopainen my ass, eihän sen haastattelemisessa olisi mitään jännittävää. ;p

[official-mmi.livejournal.com]

Tottakai :) Se olisi enemmän kuin mukavaa ^_^