September's Fate II

[darnaguen]

Hrr. I'm trembling all over and restless as hell.
I wonder if it's that glowing white thing in the sky that makes me feel like this again.
Can't really focus on writing in a state like this.

Even though now it's officially the 8th day, some superstitious part of me has fun with the thought that it's the night of the 7th of September and the moon is full tonight. September. Seventh sky.

I've been often wondering why the number seven seems to follow me wherever I go.
Though it seems like its meaning has been growing lately. But well... Even though I don't have the number in my birthdate like Ella and Veera do (Ella even thrice), seven was present even when I was born. Pleiades, the Seven Sisters, reach their Northernmost point in the night sky on 31st of October. And that I didn't learn until I found this, which of course already meant something to me as it is. *strokes the pendant hanging around her neck thoughtfully*
Another funny "coincidence" (yeah, still don't believe in 'em) was that I was almost named Sorja which resembles the Arabic name Soraya which means... Yup, The Pleiades. *chuckle*

And what's the September thing all about?
Well, ever since 2003 September has seemed to be a significant month to me in a way.
Mostly someone has appeared to my life and taught me something important. Important on grand scale. I know I'm talking in riddles, but it's better that way, really. Trust me.
Let's see... Three years ago it was Eero. Funny thing, kinda bittersweet in a way.
Two years ago it was Aki. The night at the castle grounds... Ooh boy. *wry smile*
Last year... Hmm... I'm not sure. Nothing like those previous years. Unless maybe... Hmm... It remains to be seen. Maybe this year? Time will tell.

Yeah, I shouldn't be writing stuff like this again, but if someone is going to strike me with a lightning or send the monsters under their bed to bite me in the ass for it, so be it...

And today's lyrics, track number 777 on my playlist:

"Get away from me!
Take heed to thyself and see my face no more!
for in the day Thou see my face
Thou shalt die!"

-Exodus 10:28

A constellation of divine architecture built on Earth
A holy harbour - Orion
Nautical ascension to the firmament

Ship-shaped barrows open my heart to the wisdom of this land
Sailing with the Serpent Chimera of a fiendish sandman

The Unicorn arrives with the westwind to dream His funeral
"Thou art born for Horus dwells in Thee"

Slumbering with the ebb and the flow of this foaming tomb
"Thou art born for Seteh dwells in Thee"

Reveal your face to me and guide me though the Stygian fields
Enthral my soul to Sepedet's beams to serve Your will

Sailing on the distant seas from darkness to deliverance
Tales like the ocean written to the Draco's glance

Ruling with the scythe of death you tear out philosophies apart
An ancient starwalk to merge into the stars

"Open thy veins for my venom
Kiss the cobras with thy twisted tongue
So shalt thou join the empyrean circus
Where beggars mourn and seraphs dance
In this twilight cathedral
Shall I wed thee,
O Bride of the Netherworld"

Reveal your face to me and guide me though the Stygian fields
Enthral my soul to Sepedet's beams to serve Your will

Sailing on the distant seas from darkness to deliverance
Tales like the ocean written to the Draco's glance

Ruling with the scythe of death you tear out philosophies apart
An ancient starwalk to merge into the stars

Join my soul the Hunter in the sky.

I'd like to add that that song started playing totally randomly as I was writing this.

*trods off chuckling to herself*

Comments

[lumenlaulu.livejournal.com]

Seitsemän on lempilukujani, ehdottomasti. Mikäköhän siinä on, että jotkut luvut tai numeroyhdistelmät tuntuvat seuraavan elämässä? Omalla kohdallani ne ovat 14 ja 8, jotka usein toistuvat, ja se on hiukan ironista, sillä olen syntynyt 14. elokuuta. Vai kiinnitämmekö me niihin vain alitajuisesti enemmän huomiota, jonkin oman, itse luomamme merkityksen vuoksi?

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Olen itsekin miettinyt tuota, että onko se vain psykologinen juttu. Mutta aiemmin pidin lukua 14 jonkinlaisena onnenlukunani sillä jostain syystä pidin siitä (pidän vieläkin) ja ehkä jopa hieman vierastin lukua 7. Nyt se on kuitenkin alkanut tuntua enemmän omalta. Kumma juttu.

[hudine.livejournal.com]

I talked to my mum bout the Theriantropy... she was actually quite oppen and said it expalins a lot about me... didn't tell her the full story though bout the dreams and the k9s I feel as well as snout that's not there, or how it's the spirit of a wolf traped inside me. One thing at a time I guess.

I feel the pull of the moon growing, dreams always intensify around then. Duno bout the 7 thing but hay why not huh? If that's your number, lots of people say they are drawn to numbers. 7 is suposed to represent good, and God as in 777, where 6 is of evil and the devil as in 666

[hudine.livejournal.com]

another random fact...

in computer history the pentium 3 667's actual clock speed was 666.666 (rounded to nearest thousandth) and they called it the 667 because they figgured 666 would be bad for sales. So if you have an old 667 and think your computer is evil you could be right...

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

It's good you got to tell your mother about it and even better that she understands. My mother knows too and she takes it really well even though she doesn't really understand the whole thing.
But well, I guess she's kinda used to me not being exactly the most normal kid around because when I was little I used to read people's thoughts and foresee things and I still have some mild psychic characteristics.

And yeah... That's what they say about 7. Sacred, magical, etc.
One of these unexplainable things in life once again. *shrug*