The Howling

I know what you mean. I can't talk about my feelings even to my friends either. I doubt that they would ever understand. Many times I even doubt myself: what if I'm just being fangirlie, what if I'm just imagining things? The only thing I can count on, is this: I have met Tuomas once, before I knew who he was, so this huge impact that this guy had on me is not result he being famous, talented musician and so on. I guess I'll never know why he feels so familiar and close to me.