"...and if I shed a tear I won't cage it, I won't fear love."

[darnaguen]

The last time I posted an update there were still leaves in the trees, green leaves even.
Now it's snowing.

What else is different?
Well...

- For the past two and a half months I've been living together with casanovasi (my baby sister Ella, that is) in a roomy, bohemian and comfortable if a bit drafty (but I have a fireplace in my room! <3) apartment and it's been really nice so far. No major drama yet anyway. ;p
- There's a young (well, relatively), intelligent, charismatic black democrat in the White House, for what it's worth, and it may have a major impact on the whole world as we know it. We live interesting times, that is for sure.
- I think I may kinda have a boyfriend. And, knowing me, that's a major issue. *deep sigh*

I should probably elaborate, no?
But I don't even know what to say because in 2+ weeks I still haven't figured things out myself. I mean, how did that happen? And even if I wasn't the fucked-up loony with a truckload of intimacy and commitment and what-have-you issues I am, things would be complicated.
And of course he won't listen. *sigh* So I guess we're kind of screwed.

But I suppose I'm not making any sense right now, so I'd better go to sleep or something.
Just wanted to let you kittens know I haven't vanished from the face of Earth just yet.

Comments

[suomigoth.livejournal.com]

I think you having a boyfriend beats having a young black democrat in the White House!
Wow what a news to have your come back with.

Yet you don't sound happy with it, which keeps me puzzled :/

[darnaguen.livejournal.com]

Yeah, "puzzled" is a good word. *sigh*
Guess I'll write a separate entry on the subject at some point, if only to sort out my thoughts a bit and let you guys in on the details.

[shadow-wolfess.livejournal.com]

lol Suomi said exactly my thoughts :D

But damn! A fireplace! Now I want to visit you even more!