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darnaguenFucking fuckety fuck.
If I was anxious and desperate the last time days before the Cloud Islands, this time I just seriously want to give up and only want it to be over already. I know I said it the last time as well, but really, if this succeeds, I'll call it a divine miracle. This whole thing is a big fucking mess.
I still think we should have postponed it, or cancelled it altogether. Because this shit? Is a haphazard work in progress at best.
I'm really sorry that it always seems to be you who suffers of the Cloud Islands curse of lousy luck,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
grindwyn. *sigh* I really really wanted especially that dynamic to work out, but what the hell can you do when first there's no one to play Birchleaf and then goddamn Santeri has to cancel too so Blackthorn lacks a player as well. Perkele.
It's perhaps not the most exemplary GM behaviour to run off to your boyfriend in Tampere when the stress level becomes too much to handle and I've probably been driving poor Tommi up the wall, but I'm pretty sure that had I gone back to Turku instead on Monday night, I'd be a wreck by now.
But we'll see what tomorrow brings, when I'm back in Turku. *sigh*
If I was anxious and desperate the last time days before the Cloud Islands, this time I just seriously want to give up and only want it to be over already. I know I said it the last time as well, but really, if this succeeds, I'll call it a divine miracle. This whole thing is a big fucking mess.
I still think we should have postponed it, or cancelled it altogether. Because this shit? Is a haphazard work in progress at best.
I'm really sorry that it always seems to be you who suffers of the Cloud Islands curse of lousy luck,
grindwyn. *sigh* I really really wanted especially that dynamic to work out, but what the hell can you do when first there's no one to play Birchleaf and then goddamn Santeri has to cancel too so Blackthorn lacks a player as well. Perkele.It's perhaps not the most exemplary GM behaviour to run off to your boyfriend in Tampere when the stress level becomes too much to handle and I've probably been driving poor Tommi up the wall, but I'm pretty sure that had I gone back to Turku instead on Monday night, I'd be a wreck by now.
But we'll see what tomorrow brings, when I'm back in Turku. *sigh*
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Date: 19 Mar 2009 05:24 (UTC)Itsehän sanoin jo kuukausi sitten, että Santeri haluaa peruuttaa, mutta ei sen annettu peruuttaa silloin. Ja tässä nyt sitten ollaan :D Mutta ei kai se... kyllä kaikki aina saadaan sujumaan. Tunnelmapelissä keskinmäärin ei hirveästi ole hahmolla väliä, vaan että porukka tajuaa pelata.
Ja viimehetken pelaajanakit pelastavat varmasti tämänkin kerran. Darling - minun mielestäni murehdit liikaa. Kaikki menee hyvin.
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Date: 19 Mar 2009 05:43 (UTC)Mutta ehkä siitä selvitään hengissä ja melkein jopa hajoamatta. Ehkä.
...ja olisi perkele sanonut silloin suoraan että haluaa perua. Tai edes viikko sitten. Saatana.
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Date: 19 Mar 2009 05:46 (UTC)